English speakers , Please come in

I miss your presence

Like the quote

Anonymous?! You made it?

no , i just like it

How are you?

I know I parted for a long time didn't do that on purpose though.. I'm not in the state I would like to be in. I'm having a hard time, and heh it isn't getting any better in fact harder instead.. Doesn't look it will either in the near future

I guess life simply isn't meant to be easy

Hope it just doesn't break me at this rate,... if it hasn't yet

What about you Sultan?

hello miss. hope
oh my god , it's just like you were talking about me
but there is one different between you and me
i think it will break me at some point , i just can't take it anymore
why ? why should i be responsible for somthing i have nothing to do with
why should my life be like this because of someone eals
don't mind me , i can talk like this forever

كل عام وانت بخير اخي ليش لا .

تقبل الله منا و منكم

كل عام و لنت بخير ليش لا

You kind of scared me at first when you started talking by saying "oh my god",.. you made me think what What??? what happened

What is the one thing that makes us different?? You mentioned there's a difference, but you didn't mention what the
difference is?

why ? why should i be responsible for somthing i have nothing to do with
why should my life be like this because of someone eals

Is that the difference? You think my life isn't effect by others at all? or that I'm responsible for it all? or neither of those are the difference!?

You say you can't take it anymore!! I couldn't a while ago (months) and NOWI feel like I'm extremely drowning in overflow mode.. Surprised I'm still living.. Doubt I will last at this rate.. No one acknowledges the difference though of any of my mental states.. or what they really are or the degree.. I don't think so, no.. Seems I've always talked to myself in this world mainly when I really need to be heard more than any other time when I DON'T need anyone.. I don't know if it's that I don't how to talk in order for people to get the message or some understanding or is it that I speak Chinese... I don't know... Who knows .. You know?..

Lay, I don't feel I've had opportunities or right timings to make myself loud and clear about what really counts

Heh I just LOVE life right now.. It's so umm welcoming right now.. I don't want to miss out on how great I feel lay.. I'm being sarcastic.. Nothing nice.. I'm very worried in fact really really worried and don't know what to do.. I feel like I need to act fast to save myself, but :( well it's complicated..... Never mind ignooooore that ugly picture of where I'm standing or falling heh.. Just ignore

don't mind me , i can talk like this forever

Talk... I don't mind it.. Why mute yourself

Me, perhaps it's what I do best.. Not really a speaker.. Not a true one in real life

Hate myself for that.. For a lot of things in fact that I don't see a positive side to

I should have muted/silenced myself through a big part of this post, because I have nothing good to say.. Depressed

Are you living in the house still? Why can't you take it anymore? Is it because of your father?

I always find you kind of strange Sultan.., because of the things you say in similarity to me

It's sometimes too coincidental... I think it's a bit weird.. You never of thought the same?

the difference is that i think life will break me at some point in my life
don't silence yourself , talking always make us feel better
by the way , i just bought an iphone . it's soo amazing . do you have one ? you should buy one
and it's not weird that we have similar circumstances , because this is the human nature
i mean people do things like each other , which means they get similar consequences

صباح / مساء الخير ...

كل عام و انتم بالف خير و صحة و سلامة ...

كيفك اخوي سلطان ان شاء الله انك طيب و بخير ...
كيفك لدي امل ان شاء الله احوالك تحسنت ..


صراحة انا داخلة على الله ثم عليكم دخيلكم يا معشر اللغة الانجليزية (:
انا ابغى الفزعة يالربع (:

انا عندي سلسلة صوتية و هي عبارة عن برنامج متكامل للعلاج الرهاب الاجتماعي خطوة بخطوة
و حابة كثيـــــــــــــــــــــــــر اني انزلة للاخوان في ملتقى الرهاب و انا عارفة انو فية كثير
ما عندهم اللغة الانجليزية .... فاذا ما كان فية ازعاج احد يترجم لي المقاطع ..
كان اقوم بالهشي بس غالب الكلمات اعرفها بس اخاف يكون هناك اشياء ما ني عارفة ترجمتها و تكون
مهمة ...
فقلت ان شاء الاخوان و الاخوات ما راح يقصرون معاي ...
و ممكن انو نقسم المجموعة او البرنامج على بعض بحيث يكون العمل اقل ...

ايش رايكم مين حاب يساعدني ...

هذة السلسلة ...
dr . thoms a richard overcoming social anxiety

http://www.torrentreactor.net/torren...Social-Anxiety

بدت هذة الصفحات .. خالية .. موحشة ..
دون اصحابها ..
سلطان .. لدي امل .. هدوء ..
ربي احفظهم .. و ارزقهم اجمل مما يظنون ..